Iceice's World

ah, suddenly feel not in a good mood cause of jealousy...
is it because of the different frequency we are having or myself again over thinking?
i just feel that like u dont want to care about me anymore..T_T
is it true?
after your exam, u did talked to me..
u told me u are going to sunway lagoon and i didnt see your msg cause i was just using phone to online..
then, that was the last time we contact... ><
i did talked to u for thrice after all..
and u didnt reply me at all...><
and now, i saw ur post in FB to Fish...
and ur conversations with eelui and fish,
so, busy for sure is not the reason u dint talk to me..
T_T
Ping, why u ane treat me lehh??
dont know how to say, just hope that if i talk to u tonight, u reply me =)

I CANT AFFORD TO LOST A BEST FRIEND...................

well, new met?
is really very funny!!
i had been be his course mate for a year but now only he found out!! = ="
its really OH MY GOD!!
haha, but thanks to this camp so that we "met" ?
haha!

this camp is actually quite fun after some days..
and to enjoy a camp, well, maybe u just need to SELF HIGH and ignore how people look at u!!
and so today for the candle walk,
haha, non stop cheering, kept shouting,
it was actually very FUN!!! <3
and hope for the remaining days, we are still able to play like that!!

and it should be time for bed but still need to go for laundry,
so... meanwhile, blogging =)

why why tell me why?!
why i am always the one who need to wait?
waiting for reply during msn chat,
waiting for friends to come back from all over the world,
waiting for this and that!
got very tired of waiting and i hate waiting!
probably i should put myself into others' shoes and think about it,
am i too selfish to say so?!
however i don't think so!
i should not be the one doing this!
so while waiting, i guess i have to think of dozen ways to brighten my days!
while waiting for reply, i play games or searching for jokes..
while waiting for others to come back,
i go hiking or go recycling with mum to fill up my days..
but actually it is not enough to fill a 24-hours day,
so what should i do?!
well, maybe just..
WAITING!

my birthday month is arrive finally and my birthday is coming so soon..
feel slightly happy now when think of the celebration i can have, friends who will gather with me etc..
although it is a small celebration, but i wish and hope it is special for me to keep in my mind even for many many years later =)

ohya, should have to mention about my result which released recently,
glad that i had improved a lot!
on the same day, i was so motivated until wish to improve much more next sem..
however, haha, things can never happen i guess..
emo will haunt me and happiness will gone and sadness approach me when i am in singapore..
this is what can happen, and how can i be motivated in such a mood?!
it is too early to mention that, so, just ignore first!
have a great improvement in my result make me feel great too!

in June, what i wish for my birthday wishes is wish that the wishes can always be realized.. =)
especially sometime, wishes that u made had been continuously for three years =)
♥

sometimes, changes need to be made..
sometimes, what you insist on might not be true..
sometimes, what u hope it could happen can never happen..
so what is the point of keep waiting?
miracles do happened, but maybe it totally wont happen on me..
find no directions and lost in the world..
just think to relax myself, have a deep breathe..
and wait for a suitable time for the changes..

Missing? Lost yourself?
i am not, i am missing my home, my parents, my siblings, my BFF and friends..
today is Mother's Day, unfortunately i am not able to be in Penang and celebrate with my mum..
as always, will have strongest feeling when on some special days..
dont feel like studying, keep procrastinating and relaxing = ="
what the hxxx!! i will have 2 papers tomorrow!!!

anyway, the taste of missing isn't too good..
thought of a lot of things recently..
about days after i finishing my exam,
about days i am in Penang,
about days i gather with my friends,
about many things else...

just that, i was having good days these weeks,
and really happy that i am able to cope with my emotions..
i am still me and no body else!
haha!
anyway, glad that i cant be easily influenced now! (HOPE SO!!)

after all, wish myself good good luck and all all the best in my final..

- with love -

I am super duper motivated for these days!!
haha!! so happy that i have such kind of feeling!!
so, with such well time managed and good good mood,
i hope to gain as much as i can, and score good in final!
this aim for this semester, a GPA of 4.5!!
can i do it? YES I CAN!!!
hopefully my motivated mood can last for 2 weeks!
just 2 more weeks then it will come to end!!
and i can enjoy my days!
FIGHT!!
suddenly feel that, nothing and no one can influence me so much for my life now~!
time management, mood management, no matter which kind of management,
i think i cope it well!!
Yuhhooo!!

JIA YOU!! FIGHTTTT~~