Iceice's World

haha, dont know how to give title to this blog,
just want to say that,
surprisingly i can mix with them well,
my course mates, who are singaporean!
wondering how we can talk for so long..
ok, i was just listening to them,
i'm still feeling hard to communicate with people in English,
even in Chinese, i also cannot speak well!!
ishh, HOW COME!? then what is the language i can talk!?!

anyway, haha, just feel that happy that,
they are nice one,as i always say,
i live a good life here because friends that i meet are just nice,
thanks friends =D

i am having great life here,
not everyday but sometimes...
great when i need no to study,
great when i go out of NTU and have a walk,
and great, really really great when i meet with my aunt!!
although i meet her less,
but every time meeting up with her,
she just like my another mother in singapore...
the first time, she said i became so thin and ordered delicious,
really delicious food for me..
the second time- today..
well, she like did something really crazy!!!
i bought flight ticket for her, and because of my carelessness,
i bought extra luggage for her!!
and then when she returned me money,
= =" what the hack she was doing!!
i will tell my mum!!!
and Nougat, sweet that i really like,
wao, i gonna pay myself and then she bought it as gift for me again!!! =D
so so HAPPY!!!
and she just like my friends,
we had a great chatting today..
anyway, thanks that i have relatives here,
thats make my life brighter and not too miserable..
just want to say,
THANKS, BEE YI.. <3

ohya, 1 more thing that make me happy,
that is a thing that in front of me now,
a new wallet!!
FINALLY, i bought it!! =D
so, HAPPY ~

Exhausted..
not in a good mood..
but actually i am feeling ok, just to act emo again!
lol..
anyway, hate to be alone in room..

Ice, FIGHT..
don't, DO NOT think of things that distract you..
Focus, this is what you need to do..
be tough!

its NOVEMBER now!!
should i feel happy?
my BFF are coming to find me - happy!
CA and final are coming again - unhappy!
after final, i can get back to penang - HAPPY!
conclusion: i must feel very happy of the brand new month!!
haha, i guess, its a way to console myself to avoid myself from falling into the hole of sadness again..
but still, sometime will be overthinking, and sadness come again..
how lame am i!!! last time i was not like that!!
i am always, ALWAYS a happy girl..!!
where is the girl now...?
i think, from now onwards, i must let the girl deep inside my heart come out again..
and must tell myself that " i can make it!!"

anyway, its november!
my sister's birthday is 2 days after,
my best friend- Ping's birthday is on 13 nov..
but, i dont even able to eat a slice of cake!!!
i miss black forest badly..!!!
anyway, sadness arises again due to that...
anyhow, my wishes are always be with them,
persons who are very, very important in my life..
i love u all..