Iceice's World

Haha, seems like someone has forgotten she actually has a blog here!
blank for entire March and it was not like me as I will totally left something at least once a month!
but seriously getting more and more busy!
wondering if i am able to finish my exam stuff??
and!!! i wish to get a phone call for interview please!!! ><
anyway!! today study group...
er, not to offence but is good for us sometime to control our own attitude..
as i actually..>< dont like ur attitude of TOO concentrate on study,
as u really dont talk and show a "black" face....?
= ="
whatever anyway and i have to continue!

byee!

these days, I'm fine but not that everything seems fine...
guess that there might be a small misunderstanding between u and me??
i just dont hope to loss a friend, really...
like last night, i just feel that its really an awkward moment..
u, me, him dont actually talk during the farewell..
if u cannot understand the point of my sms,
i think, just forget it..

like the CHUNG LING CNY night..
u r a president, and u actually should know its a CHUNG LING gathering..
invited a stranger.....and i just dont know what to say...
and this time i was just reminding u,
i dont mean to insult u or anything..
if this is what u r thinking...
well, whatever.............

just honest that i dont want to loss a friend like u..
if we become like this just because of him?
i wouldnt hate u, i will just hate him since i dont like him at starting point!

Saw a random post and wondering, am i the one also?
since i can find a lots of points pointing to me also!!

ishh, WISH THAT I AM NOT!!

OMG!! i dont know what i had done today!!
haha, i watched ALL the videos we captured during form6..
what i wanted to say is, i really miss those time like SIAO now...T_T
feel warmth when watched those,
wondering if we can study f6 for 2 more yrs,
how great is that?
in the video there were 31 peoples..
but, how many i am still contacting?
LIFE, keep changing and cause environment u living changing,
friends u having are changing,
we are really growing....

about those video, is kinda funny that 7/10 of the videos, Victor was inside!
haha, he is seriously a joker!!!
ahh....
although we are unable to go to the back,
at least those best memories are with me..
i would remember the U6F3, the classic movie- The story of Cinderella, teachers, and of cause those beloved friends (:
u all are jus always stay in my mind...

Miss U all kinda much and is it possible for us to meet up?! =)

haha, after studying fundamental to communication studies,
probably i really had learnt a lot of things..
thing to be mentioned today is DISCONFIRMATION...
what is that?!
that means, when u speak people ignore u,
they like assuming u are not around,
this is what call disconfirmation...

and today, well, just now, i got disconfirmed which make me really quite upset..
super dislike this kind of feeling..
and, just make me feel like tears dropping and feel like going home..
at least, my room now.. T_T
because temporary i am staying at Xin Er's place........

haiz, i have the feeling going back actually,
i have freedom at my room but how come i choose to be here?
well, is my choice and i got to stay until next week..
suddenly felt so sorry to all my Chung Ling friends,
as in, i should have continue to be in Hall 4,
and i should continue to have meals together with them also!

Ahhhhh, dont know what kind of feeling i should have actually..><
the main point is DISLIKE PEOPLE DISCONFIRM ME!!!
well, ignored what i had said,
I WILL REMEMBER!!!
and
JUST FEEL LIKE GOING BACK TO MY OWN ROOM!!

IM EMO!!!

hahaha, now only i realize i dont have any post in this nov!!
i think is mainly because its exam period and myself was busy to mug and practice!!
just feel like losing another good friend and make me quite sad....><
just hope that, no matter whats going on,
please,
remember..
i am one of ur good friend... (:

yesterday can be said that a really big surprised for my best friend here - Xin Er...
well, although passed for few days for your birthday, but i think for the 21st birthday,
u should have a memorable one..
and u are really lucky to have CBE family to be with u...
gave u a birthday surprised on 101011 although we almost forgot about it!
and another happened in Johor's Red Box..
haha... u cried.........
well, i really understand that kind of feeling..
the feeling of touch...=)
anyway, this is the very first time i involve in really surprised people..
it means, u are really special!
hope all your dreams can come true and friendship forever! =)