Iceice's World

haha, after studying fundamental to communication studies,
probably i really had learnt a lot of things..
thing to be mentioned today is DISCONFIRMATION...
what is that?!
that means, when u speak people ignore u,
they like assuming u are not around,
this is what call disconfirmation...

and today, well, just now, i got disconfirmed which make me really quite upset..
super dislike this kind of feeling..
and, just make me feel like tears dropping and feel like going home..
at least, my room now.. T_T
because temporary i am staying at Xin Er's place........

haiz, i have the feeling going back actually,
i have freedom at my room but how come i choose to be here?
well, is my choice and i got to stay until next week..
suddenly felt so sorry to all my Chung Ling friends,
as in, i should have continue to be in Hall 4,
and i should continue to have meals together with them also!

Ahhhhh, dont know what kind of feeling i should have actually..><
the main point is DISLIKE PEOPLE DISCONFIRM ME!!!
well, ignored what i had said,
I WILL REMEMBER!!!
and
JUST FEEL LIKE GOING BACK TO MY OWN ROOM!!

IM EMO!!!

hahaha, now only i realize i dont have any post in this nov!!
i think is mainly because its exam period and myself was busy to mug and practice!!
just feel like losing another good friend and make me quite sad....><
just hope that, no matter whats going on,
please,
remember..
i am one of ur good friend... (:

yesterday can be said that a really big surprised for my best friend here - Xin Er...
well, although passed for few days for your birthday, but i think for the 21st birthday,
u should have a memorable one..
and u are really lucky to have CBE family to be with u...
gave u a birthday surprised on 101011 although we almost forgot about it!
and another happened in Johor's Red Box..
haha... u cried.........
well, i really understand that kind of feeling..
the feeling of touch...=)
anyway, this is the very first time i involve in really surprised people..
it means, u are really special!
hope all your dreams can come true and friendship forever! =)

just cant imagine that, final is getting closer!!
it is coming to me in 1 month and a few days only!!!
am i prepared?
OF CAUSE......... NOT~!!!!
WTH!!!
anyway, yesterday was really down about my fluid quiz result..T_T
it shouldnt low like this...
as in, i should had known how to do the easiest yet = =""
i got no marks for the easiest question...........
but no matter how, just wish i can do better in my final even though Raymond said it is so much harder than quiz..........

btw, today post is about outing tomorrow!
never know we this group of coursemates.. or maybe small family of friends <3 can get so close together....
haha, we are going to JB to play for a day when exam is getting closer!!!
haha, should we be like this?!
LOL! anyway, just feel wasted cause 3 out of 10 from group are not able to go..
anyway, must go out with us next time ok?!

and......... i guess after these,
hope that the study group can really be set up...
i do need friends to help me with academic stuffs...
just dont hope to be like 1st yr 1st sem...
i want to do better =)

i hardly imagine that the final is coming in 1 month + about 2 weeks!!
how much do i prepare for it?
well, a good question which i totally dont know how to answer!!!
is really OH SHIT!
however, i was really trying hard to keep up with everything..
i want to do well in whatever subject as i really want to maintain at my 2nd upper..
and i am now at a dangerous level which will fail off easily of that..
so, ya, thats what i did all just to pull up the cgpa!
yet i am too addicting to games and gathering?!
games understandable.. gathering?? = ="
whats the point really dont understand...
as in, we are coursemates and we see each other most of the days!!
lol!
but, at least we are able to be so friendly to each other which my some other friends jealous of us! haha!
should i feel proud of this?!
lol!

anyway, this post was actually wanted to mention about a deadly subject - Thermodynamics however i strayed again from the topic!
yea, thermodynamics is really a deadly subject which i not really touch on it since the starting of semester..
even bio is better because i had settled the Prof Ng part right!?
and about this deadly subject, however i dont feel annoying when study it,
i just wonder why now i have interest in whatever thing....?
as in, i was not like that last year..........
probably im finally found a target =)
and, just hope to have the best result i can..
yeah! i feel that i am really enthuse in it..
so just keep the mood like this and continue fighting!!!
JIA YOUUUU!! <3

ah, suddenly feel not in a good mood cause of jealousy...
is it because of the different frequency we are having or myself again over thinking?
i just feel that like u dont want to care about me anymore..T_T
is it true?
after your exam, u did talked to me..
u told me u are going to sunway lagoon and i didnt see your msg cause i was just using phone to online..
then, that was the last time we contact... ><
i did talked to u for thrice after all..
and u didnt reply me at all...><
and now, i saw ur post in FB to Fish...
and ur conversations with eelui and fish,
so, busy for sure is not the reason u dint talk to me..
T_T
Ping, why u ane treat me lehh??
dont know how to say, just hope that if i talk to u tonight, u reply me =)

I CANT AFFORD TO LOST A BEST FRIEND...................

well, new met?
is really very funny!!
i had been be his course mate for a year but now only he found out!! = ="
its really OH MY GOD!!
haha, but thanks to this camp so that we "met" ?
haha!

this camp is actually quite fun after some days..
and to enjoy a camp, well, maybe u just need to SELF HIGH and ignore how people look at u!!
and so today for the candle walk,
haha, non stop cheering, kept shouting,
it was actually very FUN!!! <3
and hope for the remaining days, we are still able to play like that!!

and it should be time for bed but still need to go for laundry,
so... meanwhile, blogging =)