Iceice's World

haiz, as always!! i have stage fright seriously!!
and today = =" being pushed up to stage to perform a song?!
what the, VICTOR CHAN, U MUST ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS DAY!!!
well, sang like shit.. and = =" SERIOUS STAGE FRIGHT LA!!
anyway, still proud to be a chung ling-ian...
haha, cause i met good friends, good seniors....=)
and i met Po Po and Gong Gong today..
she gave me an angpau!!!
she said " thats not much.." but i found xxx inside which is very much as an angpau to give away.................
thanks =)
anyway, special memories today.....

oh my god! addicted to alcoholic drinks!
i have drunk alcoholic drinks consecutively for two days!
well, not too much but i never drink like this last time..
i was addicted since i went to dad's company's dinner..
addicted to the red wine!
and since i went to Singapore, i was feeling so stress..
i know alcoholic drinks cannot curb the problems,
but i not yet drink until drunk..
i was just tasting it all the way~
and although i just came back for a week,
i had tasted 3 types of alcoholic drinks until now!
i love them all actually especially the one made in japan!
anyway, i would like to have a good rest now..
do my lab report and relax~

erm, i was thinking that,
if i tell u the secret, will u tell others?

recently i am quite happy =D
wondering why..
i guess there are 3 reasons,
first- i really really like my school tees!
haha, spent so much on it, its impossible i did not feel pleased..
secondly, i am going back home soooooooon!
count down for 4 more days!
how happy i am!!
thirdly, it happened after i bought my school tees..
chatting around~ and make me happy..
well, really hope that my good mood will always keep me up..
Iceice, up up up!
fight!!!

after so long, i think i'm STILL waiting for miracle to happen..
probably i m stupid enough?
LOL..
anyway, as long as i have time,
i will just keep waiting, and waiting...
meanwhile, i also shouldn't keep waiting only!!
so, striveeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

no longer can control my emotion..
totally get lost of control now..
just feel like want to cry out as loud as possible..
i never have such feeling and what is happening to me actually?!
is like, really, suddenly there is too much thing crush on myself..
but, if others can stand, why not u?
well, i dont think i am that tough,
and i really.......................
i really want to express myself..
to those, who really understand me..

just hope to rest well, really really well..
clear my thoughts, and think nothing..

Ice, bring your soul come back!!
u have already got affected for 2 days and do nothing!
it shouldn't be like this k?!
i told myself yesterday, yet i failed to control my emotion..
today again i tell myself now, early in the morning,
and what will it be in the afternoon and at night?
reckless, lazy to move on,do nothing..
thats all i did these 2 days...
no longer can be like that,ok?
no matter what results, u still need to be yourself..
i like to self-encouraging, but how many times that i m succeeded?
well, it just only 30%...
but still, WAKE UP!