078 What I Want NOW!

Posted by Iceice , , Thursday, November 29, 2012 20:38

What I want now is I hope tomorrow is 7 DEC!!!

I wanted to leave SHIT company!!
I wanted to go back home immediately!!!
I wanted to makan Penang food!!!
I wanted to end the lousy IA now!!!!

Just dont understand why there is person with this kind of thinking?
Thou I seriously dont want myself to have any memory about anything in the lousy company, 
but probably this is good as it can be a reminder for myself, 
To think about own-self, to think about others as well.
Thanks Yvvone for letting me know some truths, I know I'm irrational most of the time.
And I feel guilty easily.
Is true that not good for a intern to question back a chemist. 
So the lesson learnt is that, like Yvvone told me, 
Dont let the words faster than your thinking.
Is true, but how well I can do that?

I know part would be my fault, 
but isn't true that when all people has same attitude towards you, 
then the thing with problem is U?

Just dont get thing clear..
Why would the last few days of IA come out with such problem?
I just wish to slack for some days, 
then just fly away from this SHIT and never go back AGAIN!!!!!!

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077 Hobby

Posted by Iceice , , Sunday, November 25, 2012 21:42

Just found out probably we are having same hobby..

Great? Isn't it?

Haha.....

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076 Sharing = Irritating

Posted by Iceice , , Thursday, November 15, 2012 22:51

I learnt a new thing today, guess I am doing mind reading stuff again, 

sometime, SHARING IS JUST EQUIVALENT TO IRRITATING..
I shall keep this to myself always.........

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075 They left

Posted by Iceice , , Tuesday, September 11, 2012 23:11

today is the second day they left...

no longer feel sad but i'm bored =(
just dont understand why although just 2 persons left yet during dinner is like left only 2/3 to eat together.. =(
anyway, days still passing and im counting down to the end of my IA..
i seriously cant wait for it anymore, dont even hope to stay there for any single moment now..

anyway, 
0 day of their leaving - sad, emo and the weather did helped me to cry..

1st day of their leaving - hurt myself but not because of them xD just because forgotten that there was a piece of broken glass inside the oil bath.. 
- but when i looked up the 3rd room above my floor, will still feeling sad.. although no memories inside that room a lot but, there were still some, at least those were quite important for me T_T

2nd day of their leaving- well, day still passed, must really train own self to be used to these days, weeks, months without them.. but actually for me, lack of 2 ppl = lack of a lot of joys .. i seriously miss u guys T_T 

am i going to jot down everything for each day they left?
haha, is not possible lah pls, i still have my games to play, my movies to watch etc.. 
but once in a week, probably i will do it =) cause it likes some sort of counting down , count to the end of my IA, count to the starting of my holiday and so call HOME =D
Jia you..!! 

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074 Dont Make Me Hate You Please

Posted by Iceice , , Thursday, August 23, 2012 12:33

haha, the title is just straight forward but is really what I am thinking!!
used to get offended but more in a joking manner..
yesterday i did helped out a lot by cleaning, neutralizing the sulphuric acid, checking the sample etc...
yet at the end of the day,
he said " u know what? super amazing, u did nothing today yet u spend your whole day"
what is the shit are u talking about?
do u think ur acid will just become pH7 after 3 days?
u think your fume hood would be clear if i am not there to tidy up?
and do you think u will have those clean apparatus to be used if i am not there to wash up for u?
what is all those shits!!!
got damn angry and refused to talk to u..
probably i really dislike PROUD Sxxxxxxrean!!!
anyway, i respect you because u have the knowledge and skills i admit..
but there are more people who might doing even better than u,
so, please, respect others!

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073 Once after 3 months

Posted by Iceice , , Thursday, July 12, 2012 23:00

well, I have long do not post anything here..
and after 3 months since the last blog, i start to have my industrial attachment now..
working in a small company, good or bad?
well, everything has their own good and bad, and why dont I think in a good way?
as I learnt, there is always something u need to pay off to compensate the bad thing..
so, I just try to keep myself thinking in that way except the chemical stink smell..
really wondering how long i can stand for it?
actually the 4th day already caused me to sick of it!!
5 months, oh mine.............

and the other thing is that,
HAIZ, got very disappointed...
why cant a GOOD FRIEND help out here??
asking a question, well, a question and get no answer and respond..
sometime I feel quite frustrated of it really..
but, is fine..
as I am growing up, I understand that the attitude of society,
all is selfish, all will be helping themselves only..
well, refer back to the book " Life Secret",
a thinking is just a thinking and it couldn't hurt you.
OK, i will just wait and let it goes through and I WILL BE FINE AFTER ALL!!

=)
A happy day makes up a day and so to a sad day,
so why dont you think in a positive way to make a happy day?

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072 Abandon blog

Posted by Iceice , , Monday, April 9, 2012 20:42

Haha, seems like someone has forgotten she actually has a blog here!
blank for entire March and it was not like me as I will totally left something at least once a month!
but seriously getting more and more busy!
wondering if i am able to finish my exam stuff??
and!!! i wish to get a phone call for interview please!!! ><
anyway!! today study group...
er, not to offence but is good for us sometime to control our own attitude..
as i actually..>< dont like ur attitude of TOO concentrate on study,
as u really dont talk and show a "black" face....?
= ="
whatever anyway and i have to continue!

byee!

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