075 They left

today is the second day they left...

no longer feel sad but i'm bored =(
just dont understand why although just 2 persons left yet during dinner is like left only 2/3 to eat together.. =(
anyway, days still passing and im counting down to the end of my IA..
i seriously cant wait for it anymore, dont even hope to stay there for any single moment now..

anyway, 
0 day of their leaving - sad, emo and the weather did helped me to cry..

1st day of their leaving - hurt myself but not because of them xD just because forgotten that there was a piece of broken glass inside the oil bath.. 
- but when i looked up the 3rd room above my floor, will still feeling sad.. although no memories inside that room a lot but, there were still some, at least those were quite important for me T_T

2nd day of their leaving- well, day still passed, must really train own self to be used to these days, weeks, months without them.. but actually for me, lack of 2 ppl = lack of a lot of joys .. i seriously miss u guys T_T 

am i going to jot down everything for each day they left?
haha, is not possible lah pls, i still have my games to play, my movies to watch etc.. 
but once in a week, probably i will do it =) cause it likes some sort of counting down , count to the end of my IA, count to the starting of my holiday and so call HOME =D
Jia you..!! 

074 Dont Make Me Hate You Please

haha, the title is just straight forward but is really what I am thinking!!
used to get offended but more in a joking manner..
yesterday i did helped out a lot by cleaning, neutralizing the sulphuric acid, checking the sample etc...
yet at the end of the day,
he said " u know what? super amazing, u did nothing today yet u spend your whole day"
what is the shit are u talking about?
do u think ur acid will just become pH7 after 3 days?
u think your fume hood would be clear if i am not there to tidy up?
and do you think u will have those clean apparatus to be used if i am not there to wash up for u?
what is all those shits!!!
got damn angry and refused to talk to u..
probably i really dislike PROUD Sxxxxxxrean!!!
anyway, i respect you because u have the knowledge and skills i admit..
but there are more people who might doing even better than u,
so, please, respect others!

073 Once after 3 months

well, I have long do not post anything here..
and after 3 months since the last blog, i start to have my industrial attachment now..
working in a small company, good or bad?
well, everything has their own good and bad, and why dont I think in a good way?
as I learnt, there is always something u need to pay off to compensate the bad thing..
so, I just try to keep myself thinking in that way except the chemical stink smell..
really wondering how long i can stand for it?
actually the 4th day already caused me to sick of it!!
5 months, oh mine.............

and the other thing is that,
HAIZ, got very disappointed...
why cant a GOOD FRIEND help out here??
asking a question, well, a question and get no answer and respond..
sometime I feel quite frustrated of it really..
but, is fine..
as I am growing up, I understand that the attitude of society,
all is selfish, all will be helping themselves only..
well, refer back to the book " Life Secret",
a thinking is just a thinking and it couldn't hurt you.
OK, i will just wait and let it goes through and I WILL BE FINE AFTER ALL!!

=)
A happy day makes up a day and so to a sad day,
so why dont you think in a positive way to make a happy day?

072 Abandon blog

Haha, seems like someone has forgotten she actually has a blog here!
blank for entire March and it was not like me as I will totally left something at least once a month!
but seriously getting more and more busy!
wondering if i am able to finish my exam stuff??
and!!! i wish to get a phone call for interview please!!! ><
anyway!! today study group...
er, not to offence but is good for us sometime to control our own attitude..
as i actually..>< dont like ur attitude of TOO concentrate on study,
as u really dont talk and show a "black" face....?
= ="
whatever anyway and i have to continue!

byee!

071 ?

these days, I'm fine but not that everything seems fine...
guess that there might be a small misunderstanding between u and me??
i just dont hope to loss a friend, really...
like last night, i just feel that its really an awkward moment..
u, me, him dont actually talk during the farewell..
if u cannot understand the point of my sms,
i think, just forget it..

like the CHUNG LING CNY night..
u r a president, and u actually should know its a CHUNG LING gathering..
invited a stranger.....and i just dont know what to say...
and this time i was just reminding u,
i dont mean to insult u or anything..
if this is what u r thinking...
well, whatever.............

just honest that i dont want to loss a friend like u..
if we become like this just because of him?
i wouldnt hate u, i will just hate him since i dont like him at starting point!

070 True?



Saw a random post and wondering, am i the one also?
since i can find a lots of points pointing to me also!!

ishh, WISH THAT I AM NOT!!

069 Miss Like Siao

OMG!! i dont know what i had done today!!
haha, i watched ALL the videos we captured during form6..
what i wanted to say is, i really miss those time like SIAO now...T_T
feel warmth when watched those,
wondering if we can study f6 for 2 more yrs,
how great is that?
in the video there were 31 peoples..
but, how many i am still contacting?
LIFE, keep changing and cause environment u living changing,
friends u having are changing,
we are really growing....

about those video, is kinda funny that 7/10 of the videos, Victor was inside!
haha, he is seriously a joker!!!
ahh....
although we are unable to go to the back,
at least those best memories are with me..
i would remember the U6F3, the classic movie- The story of Cinderella, teachers, and of cause those beloved friends (:
u all are jus always stay in my mind...

Miss U all kinda much and is it possible for us to meet up?! =)

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