Iceice's World

no longer can control my emotion..
totally get lost of control now..
just feel like want to cry out as loud as possible..
i never have such feeling and what is happening to me actually?!
is like, really, suddenly there is too much thing crush on myself..
but, if others can stand, why not u?
well, i dont think i am that tough,
and i really.......................
i really want to express myself..
to those, who really understand me..

just hope to rest well, really really well..
clear my thoughts, and think nothing..

Ice, bring your soul come back!!
u have already got affected for 2 days and do nothing!
it shouldn't be like this k?!
i told myself yesterday, yet i failed to control my emotion..
today again i tell myself now, early in the morning,
and what will it be in the afternoon and at night?
reckless, lazy to move on,do nothing..
thats all i did these 2 days...
no longer can be like that,ok?
no matter what results, u still need to be yourself..
i like to self-encouraging, but how many times that i m succeeded?
well, it just only 30%...
but still, WAKE UP!

i got no title this time,
maybe speechless?
i have come back to Singapore now after long holidays.
i skipped 2 weeks, so its kinda long!
still not adapt to here after long time doesn't been here.
so got sick..
just hope that i will get well soon,
and i must try to clear my mind,
do only what should i do.
anyway, after long time, i finally drop a blog here.
luckily its not been blocked yet. =D

yeah yeah!
look at the right bottom corner now!!
its 3/12/2010!!
guess what?
I AM GOING HOME IN ANOTHER 20 DAYS!!
i am so glad since December!!!
day after day, time passes away~~~~
hahahahahaha!!!
anyhow, although i am happy, kinda worry sometime about my exam!!
what will it be?!
and now, get dizzy about 1 question that hard to think of!!
haizzz!!

dont upset, dont upset,
keep up keep up..
no matter what results are coming out,
your are going back so soon!!!
Iceice is happy until feel like wanted to shout now!!
AHHHHHHHH!!
Iceice wants to tell Penang that,
"you are the only island i always love to be there!!"

haha, dont know how to give title to this blog,
just want to say that,
surprisingly i can mix with them well,
my course mates, who are singaporean!
wondering how we can talk for so long..
ok, i was just listening to them,
i'm still feeling hard to communicate with people in English,
even in Chinese, i also cannot speak well!!
ishh, HOW COME!? then what is the language i can talk!?!

anyway, haha, just feel that happy that,
they are nice one,as i always say,
i live a good life here because friends that i meet are just nice,
thanks friends =D

i am having great life here,
not everyday but sometimes...
great when i need no to study,
great when i go out of NTU and have a walk,
and great, really really great when i meet with my aunt!!
although i meet her less,
but every time meeting up with her,
she just like my another mother in singapore...
the first time, she said i became so thin and ordered delicious,
really delicious food for me..
the second time- today..
well, she like did something really crazy!!!
i bought flight ticket for her, and because of my carelessness,
i bought extra luggage for her!!
and then when she returned me money,
= =" what the hack she was doing!!
i will tell my mum!!!
and Nougat, sweet that i really like,
wao, i gonna pay myself and then she bought it as gift for me again!!! =D
so so HAPPY!!!
and she just like my friends,
we had a great chatting today..
anyway, thanks that i have relatives here,
thats make my life brighter and not too miserable..
just want to say,
THANKS, BEE YI.. <3

ohya, 1 more thing that make me happy,
that is a thing that in front of me now,
a new wallet!!
FINALLY, i bought it!! =D
so, HAPPY ~

Exhausted..
not in a good mood..
but actually i am feeling ok, just to act emo again!
lol..
anyway, hate to be alone in room..

Ice, FIGHT..
don't, DO NOT think of things that distract you..
Focus, this is what you need to do..
be tough!